I would end up alone..
I don’t really know what I want to do. Lately, I’ve been so shitty. It isn’t that I am doing something wrong, but I really don’t know where to start. I was about to tell you something really important, then I turn around not because I didn’t trust you or anything. It’s just that I’m really scared of the aftermath. I don’t know how you’ll react. I”m too coward to face the truth that things will never be the same between us. I don’t have the courage to live my life without you in it. So please understand.
I know I’m being unfair. I’m being selfish.
